3/27/2008 This time

Well this is my first blog, i guess i will use this as my own journal.
All my thoughts, hopes and dreams.






So today I found myself doing absolutley nothing at all.
I woke up at 1 and i have been sitting on the couch watching movies and on the interent all day. I hadnt even realized time passed untill a few moments ago when i realized it was about to be 5 oclock&& i havent even done 1 chore.
My sister, well i havent seen her all day. She disappeared out side.
And no frequent phone calls as usual to check the status of the house as usual.
Surprising.
But still, none.
I just get so lost in the romance of movies & novels time just flys.
As, i wish and wonder could it be real.
But of coarse not. No such love exsist in actual life.

The love that burns inside of you and makes or breaks your day.
The love that you can hear calling you from miles away.
The love that makes time stop in its tracks.
The type of love that gets torn apart, but yet in still always finds away back together.
Just another one of my fantasys i suppose.
But still i hope that one day i could be lost in the same trance.
The same whirl pool of the non-exsistant thing we call love.